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Today was the last day of school and I planned and did attend Graduation. I took my Bio final and I think I did pretty well on it. As for graduation, it was so fucking HOT, I sat on the top bleacher and had a huge hat on and was fanning myself constantly. Itw as so hot that I started to feel dizzy and felt I was going to faint. I stayed until the T's were given out diploma wise then went back to my car where I planned on meeting one of my senior friends one last time. I guess he went home with his Mom because I never saw him. The end of this school year sucked. The entire Christian Henkel situation was a bust, I never really got to say goodbye to any of my senior friends, so now all I'm left with is my CSSSA 4 week programme and hopefull visitation to LA sometime next week to see my friend who totally forgot to inform me of his busy weekend during his birtdhay, when I was supposed to come up. The male gender sucks.
As the senior class made there way down to track field, I felt really depressed. Almost all my friends are seniors, I really don't have many junior friends that and I pictured from a year from now what I would be like graduating from high school. I probably would be crying as I would walk down the field, afraid of going to college and entering the real world, doing everything on my own without any help from my parents. No wonder people go to Saddleback, they aren't ready to be on their own. I can't blaim them. These past two weeks went by so slow, especially last week it felt like one month. I can't believe it's summer, it just doesn't feel right at all. Tomorrow should be another school day not summer break, I feel like the school eyar ended unfinished I had things to accomplish (Christian I guess, saying goodbye to my friends) it just basically feels unwritten. I'm afraid of going to CSSSA as I think about it, last year I was thrilled to go to Idyllwild but CSSSA, more so Lesbian camp, I'm sort of resisiting it.
As the senior class made there way down to track field, I felt really depressed. Almost all my friends are seniors, I really don't have many junior friends that and I pictured from a year from now what I would be like graduating from high school. I probably would be crying as I would walk down the field, afraid of going to college and entering the real world, doing everything on my own without any help from my parents. No wonder people go to Saddleback, they aren't ready to be on their own. I can't blaim them. These past two weeks went by so slow, especially last week it felt like one month. I can't believe it's summer, it just doesn't feel right at all. Tomorrow should be another school day not summer break, I feel like the school eyar ended unfinished I had things to accomplish (Christian I guess, saying goodbye to my friends) it just basically feels unwritten. I'm afraid of going to CSSSA as I think about it, last year I was thrilled to go to Idyllwild but CSSSA, more so Lesbian camp, I'm sort of resisiting it.