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The days are starting to get longer. The sun comes up sooner, but it still gets dark early. I can watch the sun come up, and it is beautiful.
The world is really not the same when I'm healthy.
It is so weird what brain fog does to you. It is like you can't perceive things correctly. You can't really tell what is going on. When my thinking is clear, everything seems so obvious.
What is strange is that even with brain fog, you can still get through a lot, such as doing most types of work, paying bills on time, etc. I almost think these things are easier when you can't think clearly, like "fitting in" is easier when you're in poor health. To deal with poor health, they just stick you on medications, rather than addressing the root cause, to keep you going, keep you working, keep you making money - but what choice do you have?
At some point, you have to take a step back and rethink your priorities. You also have to recognize the toxic people in your life, and get rid of them. And then, in addition to that, you recognize the good people, and how valuable they are.