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I'm so incredibly sick and tired of Evan.
Once I think everything's figured out,
and that we're not talking, he goes and
decides to get mad about something new.
get over it.
I don't want to censor my life for him
if we're not even friends then why should I?
it's just been bugging me. like...
I tried. I really did try and show him
but that did nothing. it didn't affect him
so I gave up, cause that's what everyone
was telling me to do. just stop trying
and give him time to cool down.
but when I do, he just gets even more pissed.
I understand that he's mad, I understand
that he wouldn't want to talk to me.
but he needs to just leave it at that.
forget it. it's over. stop bitching
and just move on. I'm sick of it.
that's enough ranting for now.