Fucked up mood
so to start off, i can not stand school anymore at all, not even a little bit. whenever i sit in pointless classes i wonder why the hell i even get up in the morning to just sit in a class and listen to idiots talk
now that that is off my chest, lol...it is exactly 23 days until my 18th bday and im really excited. the one good thing in school today was an assembly that took up my whole second block. its very scary to know how close i am to graduating high school, getting measured for gowns and all. also all this prom talk is getting to me. if i didnt fall in love with my dress i wouldnt even waste my time going.i like to see peoples expressions when i tell them my dress is lime green. im sure im either going just with friends or someone i really dont want to be with. im actually not really sure how i feel about stuff lately, trying to let it not bother me one bit. its kinda working but things get in the way. guys suck more than ever, friends turning into whores, flip-flopping feelings about the parents. its all a lot to handle but i think ill be ok in a little while. i have a feeling something good is going to happen soon, i know i need it...just gotta think more before i jump into anything, esp. with relationships. im good at picking the winners ;) ...aka crackheads, potheads, etc etc it good to keep the people around who make me smile and actually like my smile
with that, chappelle is coming on soon...later <3