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so, the past couple of weeks have been somewhat terrible. actually, the past couple months have sucked...might as well say past year or so. yesterday, i decided that all the bad shit that has happened to me, had to have happened for a reason. as i sat and cried ,either for no reason or 2 many to explain, i realized this is not a way to live.when i woke up this morning, i decided to just forget all the bad shit that has happened to me and just be happy. if i'm just happy and smile whenever possible...how could i get down? whatever is meant to happen will happen, and me interfering with that is only going to hurt me. right now, i feel really good and really happy and i don't even know why. i think it's because i just let some shit go that i didn't believe in anyways. something somewhere will give. and that is the last i am gonna say about the bad shit =)