little did he know
So I haven't slept and it's 6 in the morning...why? Spring Break bitches! Although not really because I A) haven't had any drugs/alcohol B) am alone (unless you count the comatose Blakey Bear in the bed next to me) and C) spent about 3 hours after I got off work playing scrabble. fuck you guys. it was awesome. I even got to use the word faqir.
So I am a sucker for movies. As in I always cry when I watch them. I usually take them way too personally and over analyze them and try and figure out how they relate to my life. This is one of those moments. Bear with me. I watched "Stranger Than Fiction" tonight and I've been thinking about it for a bit. First of all, it's really good and I recommend it. Secondly, it made me think about what the phrase "live your life" means. Obviously it's subjective, but I'm always so worried that I'm not doing what I'm supposed to and I worry that I'm not taking advantage of my...well, advantages. Sometimes I think that my current state of homebody-ness (homebodiness? can i use this in scrabble?) is not 'living my life', although I am rather busy with school and such. So, would I be living, so to speak, if I quit school, move to Ireland and open a potato shop? Would that mean that I was living in the moment? There's another one of those phrases. I just don't want to take anything for granted. Basically, I'm asking everyone to tell me the meaning of life. That, and...no, just the meaning of life. Is that so much to ask? I was kidding about the potato shop thing, I hate Mcs.
This isn't necc meant to be anything profound, just ramblings, really. I think I'll start this whole living thing by looking good, aka losing this weight I've gained. Cause Maggie Gyllenhaal looks good. There it is! The meaning of life is to look good!
The Mc thing was a joke too. Mcs are okay. It's the Macs that I really hate. I'm up too late. I haven't stayed up until 6 for 3 years.
I have the whole day off tomorrow. I really want to say that I'll kick back and enjoy it. But I'll probably freak out and do homework.