Dec 11, 2004 00:32
things = good.
life is great right now. 1/2 of the time. its to the point where I am so happy at school, with my friends and RYAN that I wake my ass up at 445 to catch my first bus to school every damn day cuz I live so far now. and when I get there, I float through the day with a smile, loving everyone and just feeling happy. the only bad part is when I get home. I get depressed as soon as I enter the car with eric. I hate being at home. not because my home is an unhappy place, but because school is so wonderful. I decided that I should try this year, just cuz Im smart enough to get strait As, I just dont give a damn, and Im tired of people giving me shit about it. especially mrs hegvik. shes worse than my mom is. so I come home, do my homework, eat, then either sleep for the rest of the day, or play sims. when Im lucky, sam signs on so we can talk about RYAN, with whom EVERYTHING is going perfectly with. today, he kissed me on the cheek. hes so cute. even LINDSEY said it was cute. and thats really saying something. he and I hung out last weekend at sams house for a little while, basically just chilled. we were gonna hang out yesterday too, but sam had to leave so we couldnt. kat and I are going to the childrens museum for the feild trip. I love her. and Im gonna say DYLAN because he deserves to be in here cuz hes my favorite. Jessi drew me a picture. yum.
I love Ryan. I love Lindsey. I love Katlin. I love Dylan. I love Jessi.