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Dec 08, 2004 17:37

from this day, exactly one year ago, is the day that I changed.
1) brian. enough said.
2) breaking down at the assembly. crying in front of the entire school.
3) breaking up with brandon/going out with bob for the first time.
4) Andrew breaking my heart.
5) The Overdose.
6) The Stephanie Mason Catastrophe
7) Finally getting scott, but not caring.
8) Falling in love with bob.
9) Family falling through.
10) Bob breaking my heart.

and that was it. I wasnt me anymore. and EXACTLY one year ago is when it started. I wish I could go back to one year and one day ago to stop those horrible monthes from december - may. I didnt even live my life, some other chick I dont even know seems to have inhabited my body during those times. but Im back, Im me again. Im happy and whether Id like to admit it or not, Im in love. I already know that this year will be better. But I have a lot of things to remember, a lot of days to acknowlege as more than just another day. but as the days I lived through, when I thought I didnt, and probably shouldnt have.

thank you all for handling yourselves so much better than I have/did. this year will be better. pinky swear.
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