Something I had to get off my chest. 850 prayer ?

Feb 29, 2012 22:23

Thoughts on my mind be chokin me lately, I don't rap so you'll have to look past it but mainly these words are exploding so let me start praying 
I pray for my homeboys constatly faded
Pray for my girls poppin out babies
On my knees for family fuck ups constantly jading
Livin' to die- that shits overrated

So we come from the 'Cola
Where revenge is the motive, ain't nobody sober, cuz we constantly blowin and our scars we be showin.

We stuck in the mud, call it PensaSTUCKola- slip up, it's game over-u kno this, they hungry
Where we came up from nothin  all dreaming bout somethin. But this town holds u down. It's so fucking disgusting. Can't sleep so I'm cussing, ignoring the fussing, and fighting the thoughts that be crushing the light I've held onto-

For so long, you was blinded- so now let me remind u, the air in your lungs was a gift from above so wake up and climb out- get up and get out of that hole u have dug for yourself 
There's no doubt you can make it,  so go and embrace it- the struggles what made you- the bullshits what shaped you- so I'm praying for all u bc only you can save you.

So it's leap day- comes around every 4 years. It's also the day I lost my virginity on. But that was 2 leap years ago. Haha. Love it..
But seriously. It's 2012 and I'm getting old. But apparently better looking with age. I know I'll be a cougar in no time. Meow. I know im playful right now but really it's bc I have so much going on in my head. Ironic right? So journal . Weve been friends for quite awhile now. I think I'll start visiting u more often. You kno how life is.

Oh ps. Would you still be my friend if I was a porn star ? Serious question.

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