it's a sad, sad world.
happy thanksgiving! i'm gonna be sleeping all day long, SINCE IT'S THE ONLY DAY I HAVE BOTH SCHOOL AND WORK OFF. how pathetic. i get to work seven hours on friday too. i deposited my three hundred and something check in my account today! and my parents activated my debit card! fun. i don't get to spend any of it either because i'm saving to buy a car and help pay for some of my college crap, if i ever get in. what a sham. GIVE ME A BREAK ALREADY, PEOPLES!
oh yeah...i got my first tardy on tuesday. late by one minute. i was so tempted to skip. but that would've ruined my so-called perfect attendance. the first time i was EVER late! shouldn't there be like an exception for my kind? i mean, loads of people miss at least six days of school and get maybe a dozen or so tardies! at first i was real upset, but now i'm just unphased by it all. i'm such a naughty woman! ;)
i feel very gloomy -- so out of it.
boyfriendless state
if the weather was calm
and my heart was numb
i'd consider you
when you don't want me to
why don't you say what you mean when you feel it
why so scared of revealing a little bit of yourself
i've told you all the things that keep me up until three
i'll break up with insomnia if you say you'll take his place
dreaming off kissing your quixotic mouth
imagining doing to you what i don't know how
show me now, boy
show me now
pull me out of my lonely nature
get me past this boyfriendless state
don't make me wait to reach higher
i'm not getting any better without you
this lack of lust in my veins
that rustly love of mine
inimical to my sanity
what's left of it anyway
my jagged nails get thinner
my speechless tongue gets dryer
my perplexed eyes grow wider
my fledgling patience grows weaker
oh yeah...i got my first tardy on tuesday. late by one minute. i was so tempted to skip. but that would've ruined my so-called perfect attendance. the first time i was EVER late! shouldn't there be like an exception for my kind? i mean, loads of people miss at least six days of school and get maybe a dozen or so tardies! at first i was real upset, but now i'm just unphased by it all. i'm such a naughty woman! ;)
i feel very gloomy -- so out of it.
boyfriendless state
if the weather was calm
and my heart was numb
i'd consider you
when you don't want me to
why don't you say what you mean when you feel it
why so scared of revealing a little bit of yourself
i've told you all the things that keep me up until three
i'll break up with insomnia if you say you'll take his place
dreaming off kissing your quixotic mouth
imagining doing to you what i don't know how
show me now, boy
show me now
pull me out of my lonely nature
get me past this boyfriendless state
don't make me wait to reach higher
i'm not getting any better without you
this lack of lust in my veins
that rustly love of mine
inimical to my sanity
what's left of it anyway
my jagged nails get thinner
my speechless tongue gets dryer
my perplexed eyes grow wider
my fledgling patience grows weaker