just don't go yet.
it's almost thanksgiving. and i have nothing planned. wow. lonely, lonely. i get paid tomorrow! say what? i'm gonna deposit my check. oh yeah. my mom says if i save up 500 smackers, i can BUY A CAR. i'm sure i'll be saving more than that in the weeks to come, which is a v. good thing. YAY for saving money! i believe i will benefit in the long run. i get so fed up sometimes with how much energy i have to put in my job to make ends meet. pretty much a useless cause. but it helps to remind me of my luck, as scarce as it may seem at times. nevertheless, it's always there in some shape or form.
i'm in a boys for pele kind of mood (only tori fans could comprehend)! hostile and pissy sorta. but calm and careless, too. a paradox in itself, MYSELF. um, i feel like "evoking a little ass," that's all! ;)
no more school after tomorrow...until the weekend's over, of course. i do have to work unfortunately on wednesday (noon to seven-ish) and friday (two to nine-ish). i miss my 9+ hours of sleep! *pout*
i'm about to slip into my fuzzy pajamas and snuggle up with a soft blanket, reading something utterly fascinating until i pass out -- shouldn't take more than 10 minutes for that to happen, right? SNORE FEST!
confession time: despite my newfound independence, i still feel so alone and stuff. i need a guy to love me. my perpetual boyfriendless state is really starting to get to me. i am so contradicting! isn't that what life is though? a contradiction. think about it. OK, i am officially cringing at the thought of me sounding like a cheesy public service announcement. how fitting!
i'm in a boys for pele kind of mood (only tori fans could comprehend)! hostile and pissy sorta. but calm and careless, too. a paradox in itself, MYSELF. um, i feel like "evoking a little ass," that's all! ;)
no more school after tomorrow...until the weekend's over, of course. i do have to work unfortunately on wednesday (noon to seven-ish) and friday (two to nine-ish). i miss my 9+ hours of sleep! *pout*
i'm about to slip into my fuzzy pajamas and snuggle up with a soft blanket, reading something utterly fascinating until i pass out -- shouldn't take more than 10 minutes for that to happen, right? SNORE FEST!
confession time: despite my newfound independence, i still feel so alone and stuff. i need a guy to love me. my perpetual boyfriendless state is really starting to get to me. i am so contradicting! isn't that what life is though? a contradiction. think about it. OK, i am officially cringing at the thought of me sounding like a cheesy public service announcement. how fitting!