Nov 18, 2014 23:51
This past weekend was full of joy, carefree fun, love, and heartbreak.
Cory and I decided it was best we ended our relationship. Neither of us were willing to move to be with the other.
Neither of us thought that was necessarily a bad thing, we both just wanted to focus on ourselves and where we are going as individuals.
Logically, our decision made sense, however, it just did not feel right.
He left. Clean break. All communication has ceased.
A part of me is missing. My best friend is gone.
Our 4 year relationship ended.
I have never felt a pain like the one I felt this weekend. True heartbreak.
I cried more than I probably ever had in my life.
And with that said...
I'm diving into school, my full attention dedicated to getting through this graduate program.
The next year and a half will be amazing because I am determined to make it that way.
This program is my real last chance to basically live carefree and I tend to take advantage of that... responsibly:)
Cheers to a new chapter in my life.