Sep 26, 2005 19:19
Bleck, i hate being sick. My nose is all stuffy and i couldn't taste my dinner. Gosh, do i love this. And my throat's all scratchy and i think i may be getting a cough. Oh and my head hurts, i think bcuz of sinus stuff...but yeah.
So, i realized today that i barely talk in any of my classes...i think i talked in like 3 today...thats it. And its not bcuz i don't want to...it's just bcuz i feel like people would ignore me if i tried. Meh. I get very self conscious...waaay too often.
People are making me angry...well, not really angry, just unwanted i guess...everyone's either getting vdance dates or are close to getting them, or have some kind of "thing" with a guy or whatever. It's not like i'm saying that they can't do that...it's just kind of depressing having that happening wherever you look...and i'm also not trying to say that i wouldn't be unhappy if i had a vdance date or a boy and all my problems would be solved...thats not my point at all...so if u read it like that, you're dumb...bcuz you don't know me.
I really like The Postal Service...i got their CD yesterday...along with another one of Silverchair's. :)
Laguna Beach is on tonight...it's kinda hypocritical of me to actually like the show...cuz i hate those types of people. But it's fun to just watch all the drama and not be in it.
Hmmm....i don't know what else to say...there's a lot on my mind, but i don't feel like typing it all out...nor do i want to...because i don't like giving away all the specifics and details.
Tomorrow's gonna be a better day. Today wasn't good, so i'll try my best to make tomorrow better.