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I've been so tired lately, and I don't know why, really. Jean's mother said it could be the medication that the doctor gave me for my morning sickness, but I don't think so. I think it's just because I've been pushing myself a bit too much lately at work. I'm so tired of leaving things undone and letting Roy finish them. I don't like adding to his own work load, so I rather just finish it all. Even if that means if I come home rather late.
The holidays have been on my mind lately, and I'm rather excited for them. I mean, this is the first year I have a significant other to surprise with a gift, and enjoy Christmas morning with. I have to make a list of things to get, and maybe even start putting some Christmas decorations up. The earlier they are up, the longer they get enjoyed. I went to go look through some things in the garage after work with Jean hot on my heals and I noticed that he didn't have any of his own Christmas decorations.. Well, unless you consider Santa Clause shot glasses some sort of decoration. Oh well. Maybe all of us can go out and choose some things.
Getting back to Christmas shopping, I finding it difficult to pick things out. I was talking to Jean's mother today and we were brainstorming ideas of what to get Jean. I was looking through my new firearm catalog that they are still sending me and Jean's mother instantly went berserk, saying there's 'enough of those violence starts in this house' and 'like we really need another gun'. I didn't even mention about buying any sort of gun for him anyhow! Besides, he's got his pick upstairs where all my other firearms are locked safely away. Jeez. Maybe I'll just get him something electronic, since I noticed him looking through all the new games and such. I have to think. I know if I asked him what he would like, he'd say something along the lines of 'Oh honey, don't buy me a gift! You're all I want for Christmas!'. I want to show him how much I am entirely grateful for him. He's been a real trooper going through my morning sickness, my mood swings, and the overall fact that he's been right there through all the hell I've put him through. I wish there was some sort of gift that symbolized that and I could wrap it up and put it underneath a tree.
I am going to try and get myself to bed now, since it's rather late and I'm already feeling like I'm falling asleep. I have to wake up somewhat early tomorrow, and try and buy some new clothes. Jean's mother doesn't really approve of me taking Jean's shirts and sweatpants and wearing them around the house. Who cares? They're warn-in, comfy, smell just like him, and Jean doesn't mind.. Plus it saves some money. I'm sure if she was pregnant with twins, she would go for comfort, and not for style. I wish she'd realize that's how I live, and that's how we live, and the way we live... is just fine.
~Riza
The holidays have been on my mind lately, and I'm rather excited for them. I mean, this is the first year I have a significant other to surprise with a gift, and enjoy Christmas morning with. I have to make a list of things to get, and maybe even start putting some Christmas decorations up. The earlier they are up, the longer they get enjoyed. I went to go look through some things in the garage after work with Jean hot on my heals and I noticed that he didn't have any of his own Christmas decorations.. Well, unless you consider Santa Clause shot glasses some sort of decoration. Oh well. Maybe all of us can go out and choose some things.
Getting back to Christmas shopping, I finding it difficult to pick things out. I was talking to Jean's mother today and we were brainstorming ideas of what to get Jean. I was looking through my new firearm catalog that they are still sending me and Jean's mother instantly went berserk, saying there's 'enough of those violence starts in this house' and 'like we really need another gun'. I didn't even mention about buying any sort of gun for him anyhow! Besides, he's got his pick upstairs where all my other firearms are locked safely away. Jeez. Maybe I'll just get him something electronic, since I noticed him looking through all the new games and such. I have to think. I know if I asked him what he would like, he'd say something along the lines of 'Oh honey, don't buy me a gift! You're all I want for Christmas!'. I want to show him how much I am entirely grateful for him. He's been a real trooper going through my morning sickness, my mood swings, and the overall fact that he's been right there through all the hell I've put him through. I wish there was some sort of gift that symbolized that and I could wrap it up and put it underneath a tree.
I am going to try and get myself to bed now, since it's rather late and I'm already feeling like I'm falling asleep. I have to wake up somewhat early tomorrow, and try and buy some new clothes. Jean's mother doesn't really approve of me taking Jean's shirts and sweatpants and wearing them around the house. Who cares? They're warn-in, comfy, smell just like him, and Jean doesn't mind.. Plus it saves some money. I'm sure if she was pregnant with twins, she would go for comfort, and not for style. I wish she'd realize that's how I live, and that's how we live, and the way we live... is just fine.
~Riza