Jul 27, 2005 13:18
School is going to start in a few weeks and I don’t know whether to e excited that I’ll have something to keep me busy during the day or dread the fact that I’ll have 17 credit hours and pretty much no life. Summer went by faster than expected. It hasn’t been a real defining summer although I can only remember maybe 2-3 summers in my lifetime when something slightly life altering happened. Dave and I have just been enjoying each other’s company and getting used to little miss Layla with the few random nights of going out and drinking with friends. It’s slowly starting to sink in that 2 years from now I will be his wife. We were in the car Sunday driving home from Jenny and Brandon’s and talking about insurance and things like that will need to be taken care of before we get married and a WHOA moment sort of came over me. I sometimes forget that I’m an adult in an adult relationship. We’ll have bills to pay and our own place and maybe our own family one-day and it’s a scary and exciting thought all in one. I’m hoping that I deal with getting my masters and being newly married well. We had to push back the wedding date to May 19, 2007 because of me having to walk in my graduation. I’ll be graduated in Dec but I have to participate in the actual graduation in May (it’s important to my parents and I guess to me to). I know it may seem that 2 years is still far away but time goes by so fast and pretty soon it will be January and I can finally go wedding dress shopping!! I’m hoping that planning doesn’t stress me out as bad as I think its going. Well I guess I’ve just babbled on about random things forever so until next time………