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I usually don’t post more than once a day but I was starting to think about some things and want to write them out to clear my head. I was sort of reminiscing about what things used to be like before college and how I thought I would always be friends with the people I was friends with then but things didn’t work out that way and I’m glad that they didn’t. Granted the people that I was friends with before college shaped the person I am today but I feel like those people made their impression on me and moved on. I keep in touch with some from high school but people who I called best friends are now acquaintances if even that. Almost all those people that I would stay up with and talk about what the man I would marry would be like and what my wedding would be like might not even know I’m engaged. But I wouldn’t change how things are know for anything. I can’t imagine my life being any better than it is now. I loved the fresh start that college brought to my life. I could never have imagined that I would be engaged before I was 21. I would have never thought that I would find my soul mate. I’m not sorry about how anything if my life turned out but I was just thinking about how different my life is now then it was 4 yrs ago. I should be graduating in the spring but I didn’t take enough credit hours my first year so I won’t graduate til the fall of 06 which sucks because I can’t marry until 07. With all the wedding talk and semi-planning I haven’t even really put much thought on my school or career in the past couple months. Dave told me he would be the stay at home Dad whenever we decided to have kids because I told him I didn’t want to get a degree and then not use it. Anyways I guess I’m just rambling now.