I was lost, no hope left ( Read more... )

Stolen from everyone - memory meme
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want--good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about

You don't know me
No one does
How can they?
I don't even know myself

Stop faking
Wake up to yourself
Your a mess
And no one loves you

How can anyone love you
When you hate yourself

Your words are full of anger and spite
Your so jealous, your eyes glow green
Your tongue like a snake
Every word cutting me deeper

How can you live with yourself
You selfish bitch
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I feel so in control
Yet everything is falling to pieces
Life is one big blur
Where nothing can make sense

No one understands me
I don't understand myself
What are emotions when you have nothing to feel

Trapped in this body
Nothing feels real
This is not my life
When will the lies end

Distorted visions of nothing
There isn't even anything there
Seeing things ( Read more... )

I'm so so so happy. Never been this happy ever in my life. Everything is so good :)

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I had the best day yesterday. My friend came over in the morning and got me a ipod thingy for my car. My Dad got me a really kewl digital camera, my sister a dvd, my other sister made me a painting and Mum's getting me a Foo Fighters ticket. Then I was on the phone and my mobile for ages getting birthday messages :) Then I went and had lunch with ( Read more... )

It's my birthday tomorrow :)
Give me lots of presents.....

hehe x

I GOT MY DRIVERS LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had to do every single manouver- Reverse parallel park down a hill, reversing in a straight line, u turn at a t- intersection, u turn at a roundabout, hill start and 3 point turn. I did every single one perfectly. I'm so so happy. I'm borrowing $900 from my Dad to get my car up and running. I'm getting ( Read more... )

I haven't updated for ages! I'm on holidays now YAY!!! I've done something every night this week ( Read more... )