i had a dream a few nights ago that the roomie had contracted HIV. it was creepy. in light of the situation i observed that it didnt even happen to the gay one. but in context of the real life that seems kind of assy. i woke up kind of nervous. i woke up to her walking to the bathroom right outside my door. and i wanted to get up and ask her if she was SURE about... things and stuff. but i went back to sleep. i thought she might think i was calling her a whore. she hates me these days, anyways.
wow. livejournal is failing to make me feel any better about anything except for crazy wonderful comments left by the beautiful people of the world. i was hoping for a catharsis but all i really get going are the seeds of some wicked thought process that i subsequently obsess over. the goddamnhell is wrong with me?
i don't think my mom and my stepdad are talking. i dont like that. damnit there i go again with that shit.....
ive been on a very shitty music kick lately. anyone remember 'Terence Trent D'Arby - Wishing Well' 'Calloway - I Wanna Be Rich' or 'Tal Bachman - She's So High'? Ini Kamoze - Hot Stepper? Janet Jackson - What Have You Done For Me Lately? all this and more now playing in my room, much to the depair, im sure, of my poor roomate. that's probably what is eating at her...
speaking of eating i made some chili and i dont think that i hate it! in fact... it was pretty good. i almost want a bigger pot to make an assload and freeze it.
ok i feel better now. its my last week dealing with crazy rich people who are my age and can afford those ridiculous chelsea highrise apartments. maybe something better will happen. maybe something better...
or something the same for more money...
and as i lay me down to sleep, you get
a quiz, or rather
1. If
imperator were on fire, how would you finish him/her off?
a happy dance
2. If
precious_sprite were Canada, what country would they be?
london
3. If
kyoami were the villian creature in a Godzilla movie, what would that movie's IMDb user rating be?
2 stars... in a good way
4. Finish the band name:
harmonicminor and the
cullowhee crud
5. Can
ivanafox have a spaceship?
if she CALLS me and asks politely
6. If
all_dutch_to_me were a small, yellow bird with a comically-sized beak, what kind of sound would (s)he make?
::danish::
7. Will
teldave please send tgies a 10GB hard drive?
who? no. fuck you!
8. What is
thetamsters's favorite book?
um... the american way of death (revised) OR the annotated alice
9. What sort of thing does
jaithemac find funny?
um.. drinking?
10. Can
_beatonthebrat effectively operate the electric computer machine?
now with HIGH SPEED capabilities
11. Guess
gambitslady's weight.
130?
12. What game show would
dame_nezumi do best on?
uuuuum.... the crazy japanese show... banzai.... or whatever it is in japanese
13. Do you have reason to believe that
kurtskitten has seen the Spiraling Shape?
U-ZU-MA-KI
14. Who would play
jade_eyes1213 in a movie about his or her life?
kirsten dunst?
15.
spookyhappyfun-san wa toroi desu ka?
Chyotto, wakarimasen deshita, "toroi" wa... kedo... totemo KOMIKU-BOOKU no otaku desu yo!
16. If you were to inject yourself with
talythius, what would the effects be? Would (s)he be addictive? Would you seek rehabilitation?
kinda like... too much coffe. perhaps. and immediatly.
17. Could
silent_sybil be a German spy, an Illuminatus, or similarly untrustworthy person?
indoubitably
18. If you had to give
sagejupiter a present for Valentine's Day, which former President of the United States would you have deliver it naked?
JFK
19. What is the worst thing
bread_whore ever did ever ever?
leave me all alone and break my heart
20. What chemical element would
orangestarboy use to power his or her bicycle if the world ran out of oil?
sparkles
21.
electramyst + ham =
KEATON'S BBQ OF DAVIE COUNTY
22. What is
spookyhappyfun's favorite flavor of fun?
nothing fizzy
23. Would you put it past
precious_sprite to secretly own a small electric space heater?
it would catch the ferrets on fire and that would be unadvisable
24. If
kyoami were an episode of Family Guy, then why?
cos she WOULD do something like that, wouldn't she...
25. Can
harmonicminor be trusted?
im not sure she's even in this country anymore. why are you asking me this?!
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