May 30, 2004 21:40
School's out!! But I have to go in a finish the yearbook. I said many times I wasn't doing it this year, but face it, if I don't would anyone else? I guess I could have my very pregant teacher who thinks the world is after her and going into false labor, or the other editor...but would she? I don't know anymore. So me being me will come in a finish it. If I didn't finish it, and someone else did I prolly wouldn't like the way they did it anyways. So it is better. If anyone comes in a helps me, wonderful, if not.. oh well. I go through phases sometimes this stuff drives me nuts.. others it doesn't. Right now... I just really realized I am to picky and sometimes its better to just do it myself. And I get another day with some of the few people that I like at Lake. Most the seniors are gone and its them I don't care for.
Today was a graduation party day. I went to some parties.. One of a girl I've never met before, who was very nice to me. Another of a girl that I've met a few times... kinda boring but nice none the less. And Kylee's party, she's so cute and nice. I'm glad I went out to her's. Some people are just... full of life and Kylee is one of those people, I think she is so full of life that she has other people's. :)
The day was spent with Mike and Matt. Matt... makes me so happy, its days like today that I know why I'm with him. It can be weird though, its not even like we did anything big, but just spending time lounging out and visiting.. or watching him and mike and josh play with spoons, candy bars, and plastic cups for hours... nonetheless he makes me smile. I wonder what this summer will bring us, love? loss? fun? wonder? trouble? amazement? happiness (i'm sure of this one). I also wonder how hard its going to be leaving him come september.