A new day
Today is a new day. Tomorrow is a newer day. It is weird to think that tomorrow is my last day of high school. Its all done. i dont think i've ever been so ready for something in my entire life. what is high school made of? its made of stupid, ignorant, dumb people and i'm glad that at least i wont be with the ones i know. Its not like next year those people wont be around, but they will be new dumb stupid ignorant people. I am just ready to be done and i'm glad i am. i'm looking foward to new surroundings. i'm looking foward to a new life in an aspect. i have so much here, but its not enough to keep me. I have this thing inside me thats ready to bust out. today at school i thought i was going to yell at a girl because were supposed to do the same thing and she doesnt do her part. ever. i sit there and do it, and i'm sick of it. Fuck you. I'm glad she's failing, she deserves it.
Live life in the moment, but be realistic. Seriously how many of us are ready to give everything up? Are you ready to move out of your parents house, never talk to them again, do things they would kill you for. Give up any dreams you might have had because of a guy? A guy who... doesnt have much going for them? I cant do that, i cant even fathom doing that, its unrealistic and its just bad news. its not my life though thank god. I want to much for that. i have far to many dreams for that. i know i want to leave home, but i dotn think i could just upset my mom that much. once again not my life and i wouldnt choose it for anything.
So new topic. Matt.. i'm sorry about last night. and spending time with you makes me happy, and i hope i can spend more time with you. each moment is one sent from above and i'm glad i will have more :)
Live life in the moment, but be realistic. Seriously how many of us are ready to give everything up? Are you ready to move out of your parents house, never talk to them again, do things they would kill you for. Give up any dreams you might have had because of a guy? A guy who... doesnt have much going for them? I cant do that, i cant even fathom doing that, its unrealistic and its just bad news. its not my life though thank god. I want to much for that. i have far to many dreams for that. i know i want to leave home, but i dotn think i could just upset my mom that much. once again not my life and i wouldnt choose it for anything.
So new topic. Matt.. i'm sorry about last night. and spending time with you makes me happy, and i hope i can spend more time with you. each moment is one sent from above and i'm glad i will have more :)