work work work work work work....work

[birdie18th4]

Work, yeah i worked today, and now i'm tired. i was really thinking about this today, how can you go from being everything to someone to a slut? i dont get it nor do i like it. i didnt want to hurt him, but i did and get over it. damn... life is so fucked up. i swear... why do you do this? i wouldnt never say the things you say to people, i would never say.. about your... i would never tell people where or when or how many. i am so disappointed in him. i know him and i would have never thought him to do this. i guess i never knew him. maybe he was all a lie. the whole time i knew him i was thinking i wasnt good enough for him, but really he wasnt good enough for me. So up yours phil!
so i am really.. running out of things to say. other than.. jason comes home the 28th.. and i havent talked to matt today due to a concert :( not a bad day, just not good either.