I LOVE HER!!!
I am using my roommates computer in his room, just catching up on my friends page. (This is such as rare occasion that I get on a computer on the weekend...thanks Kevin) Anyhoo, so I'm sitting in his room and he comes in behind me, and all I hear is "Oh, there's my bra. Now where are my boobs?" Ahahahahahahahahahahaha...I love living with gay boys.
Randi and I couldn't be happier. The whole ohmygodIcan'tgetenoughofthispersonilovehersomuchandshelovesmesomuch stage is still going strong. I do realize that it will (probably) eventually fade, I'm just thrilled to have it as long as it lasts. She is so exciting in bed. I want her all the time. All she has to do is give me a look or move a certain way and I am wet and in need to have her inside me. And she is so much freakin fun. When we are just hanging out, we laugh so much! I truly am the luckiest person I know.
Last night I was telling some friends, who hadn't heard the story yet, about how my work found out that I am a lesbian. And telling them how it couldn't have gone better. This was the final stage of my coming-out and it is now official....I have had the easiest, most supportive coming-out story of anyone I know. Randi and I were joking that maybe things would be ok between her and her parents if I came-out to them for the both of us. I feel that lucky. Of course, it won't happen that way, and we are trying to mentally prepare for the day they have to be told. It will not be easy on Randi, and in turn, it will not be easy on me.
So the time line goes like this....
Randi (who is 21 at the time) gets caught in the shower with her first girlfriend
Within an hour her mom had her stuff thrown out on the lawn, signed over the deed to her car, and told Randi's brother to tell her she was out of the family.
Randi was in that relationship for a year and a half.
When it ended, her mom called and told her she could come back home.
She has been single ever since...until me, 9 months ago.
Now her mom is snooping through Randi's stuff. She opened a card to Randi from her sister-in-law and read it before Randi even knew about it. We know she probably assumes we are together, but she doesn't have proof yet. I am scared for Randi when this all comes out. She was pretty depressed after the last time her mom cut off all contact, and I know she is a stronger person now, and our relationship is solid, but it would be hard for anyone to get shunned by their mother. I don't know what I will do if it happens again, but I am sure I will not sit idly by while Randi is hurting and I know what the cause is. I will do whatever I can to help heal things.
Randi and I couldn't be happier. The whole ohmygodIcan'tgetenoughofthispersonilovehersomuchandshelovesmesomuch stage is still going strong. I do realize that it will (probably) eventually fade, I'm just thrilled to have it as long as it lasts. She is so exciting in bed. I want her all the time. All she has to do is give me a look or move a certain way and I am wet and in need to have her inside me. And she is so much freakin fun. When we are just hanging out, we laugh so much! I truly am the luckiest person I know.
Last night I was telling some friends, who hadn't heard the story yet, about how my work found out that I am a lesbian. And telling them how it couldn't have gone better. This was the final stage of my coming-out and it is now official....I have had the easiest, most supportive coming-out story of anyone I know. Randi and I were joking that maybe things would be ok between her and her parents if I came-out to them for the both of us. I feel that lucky. Of course, it won't happen that way, and we are trying to mentally prepare for the day they have to be told. It will not be easy on Randi, and in turn, it will not be easy on me.
So the time line goes like this....
Randi (who is 21 at the time) gets caught in the shower with her first girlfriend
Within an hour her mom had her stuff thrown out on the lawn, signed over the deed to her car, and told Randi's brother to tell her she was out of the family.
Randi was in that relationship for a year and a half.
When it ended, her mom called and told her she could come back home.
She has been single ever since...until me, 9 months ago.
Now her mom is snooping through Randi's stuff. She opened a card to Randi from her sister-in-law and read it before Randi even knew about it. We know she probably assumes we are together, but she doesn't have proof yet. I am scared for Randi when this all comes out. She was pretty depressed after the last time her mom cut off all contact, and I know she is a stronger person now, and our relationship is solid, but it would be hard for anyone to get shunned by their mother. I don't know what I will do if it happens again, but I am sure I will not sit idly by while Randi is hurting and I know what the cause is. I will do whatever I can to help heal things.