what am i to do
well today started out ok and then i was able to take about an hour nap and it got better then my husband got online and he was accusing me of things i didn't do and i started downhill
i can't seem to stop it and i know i hurt him with my actions but i think he also likes it when i am down and hurting because of it but i just want to be able to move past it and make our marriage work but i am not sure that is what he wants
i don't have a clue about what to do
some days i feel i should just leave and never be heard from again but that would hurt everyone i care about then some days i just want to die and again everyone would be hurt and then somedays i think i need to stay and work it out but that seems to make my husband hurt so no matter what i choose someone will be hurt i just want to disappear
i can't seem to stop it and i know i hurt him with my actions but i think he also likes it when i am down and hurting because of it but i just want to be able to move past it and make our marriage work but i am not sure that is what he wants
i don't have a clue about what to do
some days i feel i should just leave and never be heard from again but that would hurt everyone i care about then some days i just want to die and again everyone would be hurt and then somedays i think i need to stay and work it out but that seems to make my husband hurt so no matter what i choose someone will be hurt i just want to disappear