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Gaw. this is the last week of school before christmas for me. I'm so fucking stressed. I have 4 exams to do. 2 on wednesday, 2 on friday. I have a feeling i wont be able to do it. I have zero concentration *sighs*
I wanted to call my psych, because seriously, my concentration problem has reached the point where i cant take it anymore. I was sitting down, trying to study. I had to re-read the paragraph like 3 times to understand what it was saying. its horrible. I broke in tears. I don't know what to do. I have to read a book and write an essay based on it. I'm reading it, but i have no idea what im reading. its just word in front of me.
It's making me so freaking anxious. I'm just.. frozen. idk what to do. I really hope my psych will call me back tomorrow otherwise idk what i'll do. :(
and all of this makes me pretty depressed. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep and forget i have school work to do, and real life to deal with. and at a certain point i was so angry. i could have destryed my room.
I feel like such a failure. Why can't i do my school work like everybody else?
Am i alone in this?
I wanted to call my psych, because seriously, my concentration problem has reached the point where i cant take it anymore. I was sitting down, trying to study. I had to re-read the paragraph like 3 times to understand what it was saying. its horrible. I broke in tears. I don't know what to do. I have to read a book and write an essay based on it. I'm reading it, but i have no idea what im reading. its just word in front of me.
It's making me so freaking anxious. I'm just.. frozen. idk what to do. I really hope my psych will call me back tomorrow otherwise idk what i'll do. :(
and all of this makes me pretty depressed. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep and forget i have school work to do, and real life to deal with. and at a certain point i was so angry. i could have destryed my room.
I feel like such a failure. Why can't i do my school work like everybody else?
Am i alone in this?