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So it's 3am and I'm AWAKE! So awake. But feeling very lonely. So I tried out this site called omegle? Have any of you tried it out? It's a site where you can anonymously talk to strangers. I thought it would make me feel less lonely. But then people just disconnect from conversations at random points in time and it made me feel even lonelier so that didn't work out so well. Some convos were good and uplifting though :)
But then of course I'm manic and kind of sexually driven so I also used it to release some of that energy...which I regret now. Ugh. How silly it is to feel degraded by an internet conversation. I wish I wasn't so impulsive.
I just thought I'd ask around to see if any of you have used that site as a coping mechanism for feelings of loneliness. I just didn't feel like talking to anyone I really know about the things in my head so turned to that.
Also, in social networking terms, I deleted my facebook account :) That made me feel a little free and hopefully will help cure my internet addiction lol. I figure the people who are important and care about me will stay in touch, and the others...whatever.
I hope everyone is having a good day and or night depending on where you are.
<3
But then of course I'm manic and kind of sexually driven so I also used it to release some of that energy...which I regret now. Ugh. How silly it is to feel degraded by an internet conversation. I wish I wasn't so impulsive.
I just thought I'd ask around to see if any of you have used that site as a coping mechanism for feelings of loneliness. I just didn't feel like talking to anyone I really know about the things in my head so turned to that.
Also, in social networking terms, I deleted my facebook account :) That made me feel a little free and hopefully will help cure my internet addiction lol. I figure the people who are important and care about me will stay in touch, and the others...whatever.
I hope everyone is having a good day and or night depending on where you are.
<3