Trying Harder...

[opaloctober]

 
I've assed my life and situation. I know what I have to do now. I literally have in my notebook.
Goals...

1. Be a better fiancé
   1. Ask how his day was
   2. Shower him every other day
   3. Rub his back well every other night
   4. Have dinner ready by 5pm

Comments

[noiredemons]

Those are a lot of good goals. Are you tryin to do all of them at once? I'm trying to lose weight also and having a hard time implementing all the different things I want to do. I've gone back to thinking one step at a time. good luck on all your goals

[opaloctober]

Yeah, it's all things that I need to do like, yesterday. I want to do them for me, but the pressure from my fiance and my family is too much. It's not helping. They think i'm lazy, that I can "do it" and that i'm just sitting on my butt and doing nothing.

[the_living_end]

if you do half the shit you have listed in section one you will be a better fiance than i have ever been as a wife. i mean, that is a lot. i hope your fiance gives as much in return!

[opaloctober]

He pays all of the bills, and has for the past 3 years,...I cant hold a job longer than 3 months so im gratefull he hasnt packed me up and sent me to my mother.