I can't take it anymore!!!!!
these Fucking voices are driving me crazy! I mean I have been pretty depressed the last couple of days but ....idk it's weird.
Ok first off It's like im trapped in my frickin mind, all day i'm just lost somewhere else like i'm not even in reality anymore.
I keep spacing out for hours then I feel like i'm being watched and I keep seeing eyes in the vent to my room. I literally have a blanket over my window and a vowel over the vent. And my hallucinations are really bad like my hallucination/conscience has been coming around all day. I'm paranoid out of my mind and I don't want to tell my Pdoc or councilor b/c they're going to up my risperdal and that stuff just fucks with my weight and slows my matabolism even more than it is already.
Does anyone know what to do? Is there any other alternatives to Risperdal?
Ok first off It's like im trapped in my frickin mind, all day i'm just lost somewhere else like i'm not even in reality anymore.
I keep spacing out for hours then I feel like i'm being watched and I keep seeing eyes in the vent to my room. I literally have a blanket over my window and a vowel over the vent. And my hallucinations are really bad like my hallucination/conscience has been coming around all day. I'm paranoid out of my mind and I don't want to tell my Pdoc or councilor b/c they're going to up my risperdal and that stuff just fucks with my weight and slows my matabolism even more than it is already.
Does anyone know what to do? Is there any other alternatives to Risperdal?