still no sleep
the other day i posted here about not being able to sleep. the doc took me off the ambien and prescribed me some geodon 40mg. but it's not helping at all. in fact, i think it's worse about helping me sleep than the lunesta / ambien. i'll fall asleep and wake up 2 hours later. i did that all night long last night. it's getting ridiculous. my eyes have dark circles under them where i haven't been getting enough sleep, and i'm sure it's affecting my mood as well. i just want to sleep! i guess i will call him in the morning and tell him that this isn't working. i'm just afraid of what the next med might do to me. med management is never fun. trying to find what works for you... it's such a long and arduous process... sometimes i just want to go off the meds altogether. i feel like i'd at least be in control then, but that begs the question... would i really? le sigh. just looking for some people who understand.