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The depression is back again.
I was ok for a month. I even got myself out of the house... and *BANG* it's back.
Nothing has changed for me... no big catastrophe. No upset or accident or argument... nothing. Yet here it is.
And I wish the people around me would GET that. Instead they try to tell me to "cheer up". If it were that simple I would do just that! It doesn't seem to matter how much positivity I surround myself with... it's still there ready to swallow me whenever it chooses.
I'm so tired of all of this up and down and up and down. I'd like to get off this ride now please. :(
I was ok for a month. I even got myself out of the house... and *BANG* it's back.
Nothing has changed for me... no big catastrophe. No upset or accident or argument... nothing. Yet here it is.
And I wish the people around me would GET that. Instead they try to tell me to "cheer up". If it were that simple I would do just that! It doesn't seem to matter how much positivity I surround myself with... it's still there ready to swallow me whenever it chooses.
I'm so tired of all of this up and down and up and down. I'd like to get off this ride now please. :(