Taking a break
My disorder has been kicking my ass of late. I've been on and off in a depressive state with waves of anger/irritablity. I am in no danger of self harm or hurting others.
It's so bad that I can hardly look at the posts in the one community that I love more than you will ever know. I guess, for the first time that I can remember, the post have been a trigger. And it's not the content. It's knowing that I have BP and being remined of that right now makes me feel sad, alone ( even though I know I'm not ), and frustrated.
So I'll be lurking on here from time to time but for the most part, I'll be silent. That is not to suggest that I don't love y'all, . Just beat up and drained.
So until I get this under control and back to stability or I need some love, I'm on a hiatus for a spell. I hope to be back soon.
Be well. All of you.
Chuck
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It's so bad that I can hardly look at the posts in the one community that I love more than you will ever know. I guess, for the first time that I can remember, the post have been a trigger. And it's not the content. It's knowing that I have BP and being remined of that right now makes me feel sad, alone ( even though I know I'm not ), and frustrated.
So I'll be lurking on here from time to time but for the most part, I'll be silent. That is not to suggest that I don't love y'all, . Just beat up and drained.
So until I get this under control and back to stability or I need some love, I'm on a hiatus for a spell. I hope to be back soon.
Be well. All of you.
Chuck
X posted.