too much to complain about
well, ive been going through alot lately. moved from kissimmee to longwood. yes, back to my parents house... contacted my old friends on my space. never heard back from them. went into the hospital. got out... finding an appartment / condo. no luck. shit sux. saw john last night. i miss him. i love him. im in love with him. i really regret taking off to longwood. i cant believe my self. thats bad when you cant even believe your self. pretty shitty. woof, bang, poop, crap.... ahhhhhhhhhhhh! why do i do the things that i do. i do what i do, i hate what i do, blah... so i told my mom i love john and i wanna go home.... back to my old house with john. so she thretened me by saying "this is your last chance" ok and the problem is the words she was using was stupid and manipulative. things like "your going to need knee surgery... you should stay here." ok and i have john to help me through it... if that is even needed. i dont think i will be needing surgery any time soon. blah poop stink tacky raaarrr! i dont know wat to do. cant get my eyes off of you. you feel like heaven to touch. i love you sooo much. i just dont know wat to do with my self... i want to go home. i dont want to be here any more. i cant be here any more. shitty shitty fuck fuck.