officially.
I am officially deeming myself socially unacceptable.
I've decided that any semblance of a social life I had has gone down the shithole, thus leaving me in a state of loneliness and feeling abandoned.
My own family doesn't want me around anymore, except for my sister and her boyfriend/fiance (I don't know what to call him anymore. They talk of marriage and getting mom to sign the paperwork after waking her up in the middle of the night and then going and getting married with me and my sister's best friend as witnesses down at the courthouse.).
I'm no longer welcome at my mom's boyfriend's house.
and for safe measure, none of my friends call me or kidnap me anymore. It's as if I've fallen off the face of the earth, been tossed in the "forgotten people" section of their filing cabinets, avoided like the plague.
You have my phone number, most of you, or know how to get it.
You have all of my messenger contacts.
I've decided that any semblance of a social life I had has gone down the shithole, thus leaving me in a state of loneliness and feeling abandoned.
My own family doesn't want me around anymore, except for my sister and her boyfriend/fiance (I don't know what to call him anymore. They talk of marriage and getting mom to sign the paperwork after waking her up in the middle of the night and then going and getting married with me and my sister's best friend as witnesses down at the courthouse.).
I'm no longer welcome at my mom's boyfriend's house.
and for safe measure, none of my friends call me or kidnap me anymore. It's as if I've fallen off the face of the earth, been tossed in the "forgotten people" section of their filing cabinets, avoided like the plague.
You have my phone number, most of you, or know how to get it.
You have all of my messenger contacts.