Dazed and Confused
Well im updating kinda early today because i have alot of things on my mind and i dont feel i have relly anyone to talk to right now. Today was a really weird day it was kinda blah not exactly sure what to think of it exactly. The whole day i was kinda getting this feeling that nobody cares and i mean nobody. It seems wahtever i did i was not happy and i was jus easily irritated today. But, in a sense it made me feel that i wasnt really wanted. It wasnt specific person i felt this around it was pre much everyone. I think alot of it is that im stressing out and im not exactly sure what to do. All day i felt like there was something wrong and i wanted to deny it was there so i tried to act all happy but by the end of the day when i got home i wanted to let everything out and cry, scream, just do anyhting to get some sort of emotion and feeling out. I kinda felt like i was hiding today in a sense becaue i didnt let anyone know there was somthing wrong which is weird because i usually come out and tell chris theese things when i feel them but in a way i kinda felt he didnt care. Which in my head i know he does but i couldn help the feeling. All i want to know is how do i get rid of this feeling? Why do I have it? and How long does it last? Im not sure what to do exactly. So if you can help post a comment.