adieu, adieu, adieu
well...
that's it.
Midsummer's is now officially over. We just finished the last of our two shows at frankston.
we went to a pub and got rather pissed (except liam of course) which is the general tradition and i will now never see all these people in one room again in all likelihood.
I will miss all (well most) of them deeply and sincerly and while i will make the greatest effort to keep most of them in my life, I am keenly aware that half of the beauty of these people is the mayhem we create together. there is a kind of cohesive madness that will never again find full flight.
I am particularly sad that i did not get to say a satisfying (well as much as it can be) and meaningful goodbye to liam, as he was intending to rejoin the revelling, but we parted ways before he could return. And while the positive side of this means many excuses to not let that goodbye be the last, there are still many things i wished to discuss and some of them i would have liked to be pissed for :P He intimated tonight that there are incriminating things he remembers from when we were pissed and he was mercifully sober, and I assume one of these is me telling him his friendship is the most important thing. which i knew he would remember, because drunk does not equal completely stupid lol. Although it does make it harder to type, apparently O_o
Youarn was a little friendly tonight, but i didn't mind so much. In fact I think we had a pretty damn good conversation for once. If only i were more attracted to him and he wasn't a total taurean!
I will also miss Quinny keeeeenly. No one will ever swear the way he does. "Gutful of Bastard" was the colourful expression of the evening lol.
Kate and Kate are dears and well, when you find gels like that in your life, you don't let them just disappear.
anyway... I think you get the drift.
*sigh*
I am melancholy... but also uplifted. And quite drunk.
I believe i shall sleep soonish.
I am filled with love and sorrow, but no regrets XD
that's it.
Midsummer's is now officially over. We just finished the last of our two shows at frankston.
we went to a pub and got rather pissed (except liam of course) which is the general tradition and i will now never see all these people in one room again in all likelihood.
I will miss all (well most) of them deeply and sincerly and while i will make the greatest effort to keep most of them in my life, I am keenly aware that half of the beauty of these people is the mayhem we create together. there is a kind of cohesive madness that will never again find full flight.
I am particularly sad that i did not get to say a satisfying (well as much as it can be) and meaningful goodbye to liam, as he was intending to rejoin the revelling, but we parted ways before he could return. And while the positive side of this means many excuses to not let that goodbye be the last, there are still many things i wished to discuss and some of them i would have liked to be pissed for :P He intimated tonight that there are incriminating things he remembers from when we were pissed and he was mercifully sober, and I assume one of these is me telling him his friendship is the most important thing. which i knew he would remember, because drunk does not equal completely stupid lol. Although it does make it harder to type, apparently O_o
Youarn was a little friendly tonight, but i didn't mind so much. In fact I think we had a pretty damn good conversation for once. If only i were more attracted to him and he wasn't a total taurean!
I will also miss Quinny keeeeenly. No one will ever swear the way he does. "Gutful of Bastard" was the colourful expression of the evening lol.
Kate and Kate are dears and well, when you find gels like that in your life, you don't let them just disappear.
anyway... I think you get the drift.
*sigh*
I am melancholy... but also uplifted. And quite drunk.
I believe i shall sleep soonish.
I am filled with love and sorrow, but no regrets XD