Union Trust Steakhouse, YUM!
I thought I was getting better with not hanging around Nikki all the time (like in college) and stuff but I don’t think I am now. We got dinner yesterday which was really nice. We went to Union Trust Steakhouse in Philly. It was actually restaurant week in Philly, but we didn’t order off the restaurant week menu. We ordered fried calamari, filet mignon with lobster tail, NY steak strip with caramelized onions, asparagus, and two glasses of Riesling. The bill was $200.32 and Nikki beat me to it. That was a nice surprise but like I told her, I would have never agreed to order all that food if I knew she was going to pay; I thought I was going to get the bill! Anyway, I still really miss hanging out with her. I don’t know why it’s so easy for her; well I think it’s because she says she’s more mature then me. Fine, that may be so but I think even if I were more mature, then I would still miss her just as much. I still get mad that we don’t hang out more regularly and I still get jealous that she hangs out with her Philly friends all the time. The second part of that last sentence is unreasonable, I know this and it is just something I have to get over. I think I get jealous because we don’t ever hang out, but she hangs out with those friends all the time. And I feel like I have to put a lot of effort into hanging out with her even though she has already told me before that I don’t. All crap I just have to get over…yeah this part is because I’m being immature. It all comes down to me wanting to spend more time with her and not getting that chance…like hardly ever. Like I've said before, I would be willing to drive down to SJ every week if she wanted to hang out. I don't push any of this with her anymore though so it doesn't create problems and arguments between us. I wish I didn't care so much but that isn't the case. I will just continue to focus on running and training for the Philly Half Marathon.