Nov 11, 2004 00:13
ok, fucking live journal again did somethign stupid and wouldnt post my last entry. now im pissed as ever. im sick of rewriting my entries. ahhhh! now im pissed, aggrivated, nervous and i wanna punch someone. im gonna need another run just to take out this fucking damn aggression.
anyway, my entry before started out about how i walked out of standa, which is one of our "grocery stores" here, to see 2 dogs humping. it was a lovily sight. and they were just all out going at it in the middle of the sidewalk these 2 big dogs. gotta love rome hey! i was just like "ooookk, gonna walk this way now..." i dont even feel like rewriting the rest of the entry. it was along the line of im stressed and pissed at myself b/c im a fucking damn pain who had to be homesick and retarded for the 1st half of this trip and now im realizing what i have 4 weeks before i go back to nj and have to live in the same house as my mom. so think pissed covers everything. i have a paper to write on this wacko director federico fellini whose movies gave me a headache. thats due thursday. 2 major projects, one for design and hte other for figure drawing and another paper plus travelling and stuff. i know its not alot compaired to what id get in philly, but adding in travelling makes life more stressful. also my stomach is doing flips right now and my legs feel like they are getting fatter (which of course means they are going back to normal after i lost weight walking the fuck everywhere). i wanna punch someone. maybe my cinema teacher for assigning me this paper and for making us all wait outside for 30 min while he drove to class, but yet if we're 10 min late we get locked out. the man cant parallel park too. i watched him try to park the spot wasnt hard and he had to retry twice. pfht! ok, i need to go work. i go to pompeii tomorow and its gonna fucking rain all weekend there. so whatever, life is just fucking screwing me right now, or its just that live journal is dumb and pissed me off. ciao ragazzi.