What the hell am I doing anymore?
I feel like I'm slowly falling into a million pieces.
On the one side, I have things going the way that i had hoped that they could. I have a job that pays well enough, I'm financially comfortable, which is more than a lot of people can say these days. I have a girl in my life that usually makes me feel like I'm winning at life.
On the other side, my panic attacks are becoming greater in number as of late. I'm constantly finding reasons to become insecure and before I can rationalize what I'm going through, I start to mentally deconstruct. I have been feeling much less healthy and I've had little to no outlet for it.
End of story? I'm a frickin' baby and I need to figure all of my shit out soon or else I'm just going to lose it all together.
On the one side, I have things going the way that i had hoped that they could. I have a job that pays well enough, I'm financially comfortable, which is more than a lot of people can say these days. I have a girl in my life that usually makes me feel like I'm winning at life.
On the other side, my panic attacks are becoming greater in number as of late. I'm constantly finding reasons to become insecure and before I can rationalize what I'm going through, I start to mentally deconstruct. I have been feeling much less healthy and I've had little to no outlet for it.
End of story? I'm a frickin' baby and I need to figure all of my shit out soon or else I'm just going to lose it all together.