From this moment...
I remember how important feelings felt back when I was younger. First loves. First dances. The first time hearing a song. Going somewhere new. Everything was new and the intensity almost seemed too much for the crazed, impassioned heart and mind of this young adult.
I only think of this right now because I am listening to a song I haven't heard in over a decade. And I remember with echoes of old feelings that wonder and freshness of life. A juxtaposition to earlier today when I was driving on lunch and felt dull and uninspired by everything.
Am I aging before my own eyes, or is it only the days of pain killers still in my system from getting a wisdom tooth pulled a week ago. I miss feeling. Everything right now feels dull and grating. It could be a new wave of depression overtaking me. It could just be a couple off days.
But I do miss being young. I miss the past.
I only think of this right now because I am listening to a song I haven't heard in over a decade. And I remember with echoes of old feelings that wonder and freshness of life. A juxtaposition to earlier today when I was driving on lunch and felt dull and uninspired by everything.
Am I aging before my own eyes, or is it only the days of pain killers still in my system from getting a wisdom tooth pulled a week ago. I miss feeling. Everything right now feels dull and grating. It could be a new wave of depression overtaking me. It could just be a couple off days.
But I do miss being young. I miss the past.