Let Them Eat Cake!
Five days until departure. My anxiety is running high. My mind is already turned off. I don't know what I am going to do at work all week to keep myself sane. As it was the end of last week I barely did anything. And I still need to do a time sheet for the week and say I DID in fact do SOMETHING.
The weekend was a bit of a blur. My dad picked me up Saturday ahead of schedule and I was barely prepared. The cats got settled in quickly and I proceeded to do about three weeks worth of laundry. My sister came over for dinner at the house and it was the usual spectacle. Either all women are like Miss Managed or I just know the choicest ones, because my sister is as big of a drama queen attention whore as Managed.
As usual, halfway through dinner she has to run into the bathroom and vomit because of her lap band. Fucking idiot. I say it every time and I will keep saying it. I cannot believe I am related to someone so utterly stupid. Before she vomited my dad asked, as usual, when she was going to have the damn thing removed. Her response, "Not yet". And then talked about her doctor telling her to hold off on it as well (simply because he makes $200 off her every visit).
It's ridiculous. STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As usual, I tell her I can help her lose weight. I've done research in the past and would be willing to put together exercise tips, food menus, nutrition info. She immediately cuts me off and says "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'VE BEEN THIN ALL YOUR LIFE! SHUT UP! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Fucking idiot. It really, really, REALLY makes me mad dealing with it. She's been in college for almost twenty years yet she is emotionally and mentally six-years-old. Yes you bitch, you are FAT. And no one likes a fatty. So LOSE the weight. Don't whine about how "hard" it is. Don't talk about how you've "tried everything", because you haven't tried shit. You are a fucking failure. Just like 90% of the rest of the fatties out there who blame their glands, sue McDonalds and live miserable lives.
Bottom line, it takes willpower and you don't have a penny and a sack of shit to rub together in that arena. You talk like a hard ass, but you are weak and you disgust me!!!
There is nothing worse than trying to talk logically to her because she will just refuse all logic and when she can't win the argument she says "you can't understand" which is so beyond bogus and bullshit. I understand perfectly well. She wants to keep eating ice cream and cookies and junk, and still be thin. She admits it openly. In fact, she CLAIMS that the only thing she can really "keep down" without vomiting it up half the time IS the cookies and ice cream. Fucking idiot.
"I have every right to eat that stuff. Look at mom! She can eat it and she's thin. It's not fair. I have the right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Idiot. Idiot. Idiot.
It makes me so fucking mad. And she gets what she wants. My mom's pity. Apparently she's resented my father for 40 years because he used to call her Miss Piggy as a child and according to my mom, my dad was "always picking on her". So just like the whining fucks on 'Intervention' my sister blames her parents for everything too. Which is why she has no conscience about TAKING TAKING TAKING from them and still expecting more. My sister feels she deserves the world. And for what? So she can keep eating fucking ice cream?
There's no talking to an idiot. I've got one at work. I've got several in the family if you count my castrated brother and his cunt stain of a wife (and we'll throw their kid into that category too because she is the spawn of Satan, I don't give a fuck how young she is).
Oh, I've been an idiot in the past. Hello! I used to blame THE Universe for all my problems. As if bad stuff really did seek me out and I had my own personal demon making my life hell. I know now that everyone's life sucks. Some people are just too stupid to realize it. But then again, I don't know shit because I've apparently always been thin.... even when I was 210 pounds and couldn't walk up a flight of stairs without gasping for breath.... even then I was a super model.
The weekend was a bit of a blur. My dad picked me up Saturday ahead of schedule and I was barely prepared. The cats got settled in quickly and I proceeded to do about three weeks worth of laundry. My sister came over for dinner at the house and it was the usual spectacle. Either all women are like Miss Managed or I just know the choicest ones, because my sister is as big of a drama queen attention whore as Managed.
As usual, halfway through dinner she has to run into the bathroom and vomit because of her lap band. Fucking idiot. I say it every time and I will keep saying it. I cannot believe I am related to someone so utterly stupid. Before she vomited my dad asked, as usual, when she was going to have the damn thing removed. Her response, "Not yet". And then talked about her doctor telling her to hold off on it as well (simply because he makes $200 off her every visit).
It's ridiculous. STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As usual, I tell her I can help her lose weight. I've done research in the past and would be willing to put together exercise tips, food menus, nutrition info. She immediately cuts me off and says "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'VE BEEN THIN ALL YOUR LIFE! SHUT UP! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Fucking idiot. It really, really, REALLY makes me mad dealing with it. She's been in college for almost twenty years yet she is emotionally and mentally six-years-old. Yes you bitch, you are FAT. And no one likes a fatty. So LOSE the weight. Don't whine about how "hard" it is. Don't talk about how you've "tried everything", because you haven't tried shit. You are a fucking failure. Just like 90% of the rest of the fatties out there who blame their glands, sue McDonalds and live miserable lives.
Bottom line, it takes willpower and you don't have a penny and a sack of shit to rub together in that arena. You talk like a hard ass, but you are weak and you disgust me!!!
There is nothing worse than trying to talk logically to her because she will just refuse all logic and when she can't win the argument she says "you can't understand" which is so beyond bogus and bullshit. I understand perfectly well. She wants to keep eating ice cream and cookies and junk, and still be thin. She admits it openly. In fact, she CLAIMS that the only thing she can really "keep down" without vomiting it up half the time IS the cookies and ice cream. Fucking idiot.
"I have every right to eat that stuff. Look at mom! She can eat it and she's thin. It's not fair. I have the right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Idiot. Idiot. Idiot.
It makes me so fucking mad. And she gets what she wants. My mom's pity. Apparently she's resented my father for 40 years because he used to call her Miss Piggy as a child and according to my mom, my dad was "always picking on her". So just like the whining fucks on 'Intervention' my sister blames her parents for everything too. Which is why she has no conscience about TAKING TAKING TAKING from them and still expecting more. My sister feels she deserves the world. And for what? So she can keep eating fucking ice cream?
There's no talking to an idiot. I've got one at work. I've got several in the family if you count my castrated brother and his cunt stain of a wife (and we'll throw their kid into that category too because she is the spawn of Satan, I don't give a fuck how young she is).
Oh, I've been an idiot in the past. Hello! I used to blame THE Universe for all my problems. As if bad stuff really did seek me out and I had my own personal demon making my life hell. I know now that everyone's life sucks. Some people are just too stupid to realize it. But then again, I don't know shit because I've apparently always been thin.... even when I was 210 pounds and couldn't walk up a flight of stairs without gasping for breath.... even then I was a super model.