Falling Back Asleep I don't want to be

[billyblueeyes]

Well, winterfest was this past weekend. And to my surprise,I really didn't get anything out of it. It actully kinda sucked. Genne found out I use to like her and totally whored me up and blew me off. Everytime I was near her, she ran to sean...which made things pretty obvious. I didn't talk to Chris once...it was like a really werid ackwardness came into play between us...I don't know whats going on. I feel like I am slipping back into feeling like I was in December. I hate this feeling. Well...I'm really thinking about going into Missions..but I am not sure yet. Well...Life is such a freaking funny thing...anyway..I dont have much to say..I'm weak n tried...so I'll write later.....

Loosing myself
into the maddness
I can't see anymore
Into the choas
I've thrown myself
There must be something more
Than whats been handed to me
Is there a escape
To find peace
To be where I once was
Is there a ending to my storm?