Out of the Blue
Hello all,
Long time no see, eh? Why no posts, you ask? Well, I guess the reasoning behind that is that I just haven't felt the urge to spill out all my problems for the sake of fishing for sympathy, if that makes sense, because truth be told, such problematic times are usually the times when I do feel like posting. Well, that's not necessarily true. I could have filled you all in when I had an eighteenth birthday or some wonderful thing like that, but really, that would be about as exciting as... a snail doing the limbo. I don't know.
But things certainly seem to be different now and ever-changing as compared to a year ago. But then, I am a high school senior, so how uncommon a line of thought could that be. I suddenly, and I mean pretty suddenly, feel the need to get out of all this, and expose myself to something more new and raw. Maybe it's because I feel like my closest friends have been distanced from me in one way or another, by intention or by circumstance, and so I feel like it's as good a time as any to find myself in a new "situation". I need a way to vent, but not just to vent, to express and relate and share myself with other people, because it just seems like nobody really knows. I guess that's why I'm writing this, to possibly share with other people, because otherwise I might as well be writing to myself, which actually I have been doing more and more lately.
Anyway, maybe I'll go in depth as to what's been going in my life at a later time. If I say I don't feel any need to hide anything, does that make me sound innocent and naive? Oh well.
May I one day be able to look back and laugh.
Long time no see, eh? Why no posts, you ask? Well, I guess the reasoning behind that is that I just haven't felt the urge to spill out all my problems for the sake of fishing for sympathy, if that makes sense, because truth be told, such problematic times are usually the times when I do feel like posting. Well, that's not necessarily true. I could have filled you all in when I had an eighteenth birthday or some wonderful thing like that, but really, that would be about as exciting as... a snail doing the limbo. I don't know.
But things certainly seem to be different now and ever-changing as compared to a year ago. But then, I am a high school senior, so how uncommon a line of thought could that be. I suddenly, and I mean pretty suddenly, feel the need to get out of all this, and expose myself to something more new and raw. Maybe it's because I feel like my closest friends have been distanced from me in one way or another, by intention or by circumstance, and so I feel like it's as good a time as any to find myself in a new "situation". I need a way to vent, but not just to vent, to express and relate and share myself with other people, because it just seems like nobody really knows. I guess that's why I'm writing this, to possibly share with other people, because otherwise I might as well be writing to myself, which actually I have been doing more and more lately.
Anyway, maybe I'll go in depth as to what's been going in my life at a later time. If I say I don't feel any need to hide anything, does that make me sound innocent and naive? Oh well.
May I one day be able to look back and laugh.