[YooSu] How To Be Dead
TITLE: How To Be Dead
AUTHOR: Kate
PAIRING: Junsu/Yoochun; (implied) Junsu/TaeYeon, hint of Yoochun/Jaejoong
GENRE: Angst
RATING: light R
Summary: Junsu wants it all but Yoochun just wants him.
A/N: this is for enkgherel~ she requested for yoosu + taesu with the prompt 'why did i fall in love with you'. sorry i couldn't insert the doppelganger bit. T.T i wasn't sure if i would be able to pull it off so i didn't include it. XD; anyway, i hope y'all still like this. ^_^ eta: thank you to jing_16 for giving me the heads up~! ♥
it seems i've stepped over lines you've drawn again and again...
but if the ecstacy's in, the wit is definitely out.
dr jekyll is wrestling hyde, for my pride...
- how to be dead; snow patrol
Yoochun wakes up to the sound of his name, whispered so softly he barely hears it (but he does).
Wandering hands find their way underneath his shirt, Junsu's lips burning the skin right below his ear.
He knows where this is going but makes no move to stop it.
'Why fight the inevitable?' he reasons with himself, albeit bitterly. He knows he'll be hating himself later.
Junsu is shirtless, Yoochun's hand silently exploring the wide expanse of his back. He marvels at how it arches to his touch, the warmth of it to the point of feverish, lighting a fire inside him.
Junsu slips his hand inside Yoochun's pyjamas and he is gone. Gasping, moaning, Yoochun cries out Junsu's name again and again. He mutters his name (almost in reverence) as Junsu strokes him faster, kissing him everywhere except where it really matters.
'You like that, huh?' Junsu smirks, slowing down his ministrations driving Yoochun insane; the next moment biting down on Yoochun's shoulder in time with a tight fast stroke.
White flashes behind Yoochun's eyes as he comes in Junsu's hand. Jumbled words he's careful not to say out loud but wanting to say all the same (wanting so much it hurts) threatens to come out of his mouth.
He can see Junsu watching him, but not really seeing him. He can see the lust in Junsu's eyes (hoping to see something else). Yoochun averts his eyes and lands on Junsu's lips, moist, parted, inviting. He desperately wants to reach out and kiss it (wants to show just how much he wants to) but Yoochun knows it's against the rules.
When Junsu thrusts inside him without so much as a warning, Yoochun cries out; he feels himself (his heart) breaking.
He whimpers as Junsu moves slowly (lovingly, as Yoochun would like to think) inside him. He can feel himself reaching the peak again and Junsu isn't far behind.
The name that Junsu utters is not his; the way he moans it with every push, every thrust, breaks off a piece of Yoochun's heart.
He comes for the second time that night.
--
Yoochun watches them behind hooded eyes; the way he casually (but not really) brushes his hand against hers, the way she nonchalantly (but not really) pats his back on a job well done.
He grips the microphone in his hand a tad too tightly (like the grip Junsu has on Yoochun's heart), his other hand clenched into a fist.
He feels a hand on his shoulder, and Yoochun turns around, knowing exactly who it is.
'Are you alright?' Jaejoong silently asks, his eyes full of understanding with a smidge of pity.
'No I'm not alright!' Yoochun wants to cry out but knows it will do him no good. So he tilts his chin (a bit defiantly), swallows his tears and smiles.
'I'm fine, hyung. Just tired. And hungry,' he answers instead. Jaejoong knows Yoochun all too well and being the good friend that he is, says nothing. He knows his place.
'I'm always here if you want to talk,' he says, taking Yoochun's hand and squeezes it gently in comfort. 'Okay, soulmate?'
Yoochun squeezes back in acknowledgement and looks at his hyung's warm brown eyes and he couldn't help thinking, 'Why couldn't I just fall in love with you?'
06.19.08
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Comments and constructive criticism would be greatly appreciated~ Thank you! ^_^
AUTHOR: Kate
PAIRING: Junsu/Yoochun; (implied) Junsu/TaeYeon, hint of Yoochun/Jaejoong
GENRE: Angst
RATING: light R
Summary: Junsu wants it all but Yoochun just wants him.
A/N: this is for enkgherel~ she requested for yoosu + taesu with the prompt 'why did i fall in love with you'. sorry i couldn't insert the doppelganger bit. T.T i wasn't sure if i would be able to pull it off so i didn't include it. XD; anyway, i hope y'all still like this. ^_^ eta: thank you to jing_16 for giving me the heads up~! ♥
it seems i've stepped over lines you've drawn again and again...
but if the ecstacy's in, the wit is definitely out.
dr jekyll is wrestling hyde, for my pride...
- how to be dead; snow patrol
Yoochun wakes up to the sound of his name, whispered so softly he barely hears it (but he does).
Wandering hands find their way underneath his shirt, Junsu's lips burning the skin right below his ear.
He knows where this is going but makes no move to stop it.
'Why fight the inevitable?' he reasons with himself, albeit bitterly. He knows he'll be hating himself later.
Junsu is shirtless, Yoochun's hand silently exploring the wide expanse of his back. He marvels at how it arches to his touch, the warmth of it to the point of feverish, lighting a fire inside him.
Junsu slips his hand inside Yoochun's pyjamas and he is gone. Gasping, moaning, Yoochun cries out Junsu's name again and again. He mutters his name (almost in reverence) as Junsu strokes him faster, kissing him everywhere except where it really matters.
'You like that, huh?' Junsu smirks, slowing down his ministrations driving Yoochun insane; the next moment biting down on Yoochun's shoulder in time with a tight fast stroke.
White flashes behind Yoochun's eyes as he comes in Junsu's hand. Jumbled words he's careful not to say out loud but wanting to say all the same (wanting so much it hurts) threatens to come out of his mouth.
He can see Junsu watching him, but not really seeing him. He can see the lust in Junsu's eyes (hoping to see something else). Yoochun averts his eyes and lands on Junsu's lips, moist, parted, inviting. He desperately wants to reach out and kiss it (wants to show just how much he wants to) but Yoochun knows it's against the rules.
When Junsu thrusts inside him without so much as a warning, Yoochun cries out; he feels himself (his heart) breaking.
He whimpers as Junsu moves slowly (lovingly, as Yoochun would like to think) inside him. He can feel himself reaching the peak again and Junsu isn't far behind.
The name that Junsu utters is not his; the way he moans it with every push, every thrust, breaks off a piece of Yoochun's heart.
He comes for the second time that night.
--
Yoochun watches them behind hooded eyes; the way he casually (but not really) brushes his hand against hers, the way she nonchalantly (but not really) pats his back on a job well done.
He grips the microphone in his hand a tad too tightly (like the grip Junsu has on Yoochun's heart), his other hand clenched into a fist.
He feels a hand on his shoulder, and Yoochun turns around, knowing exactly who it is.
'Are you alright?' Jaejoong silently asks, his eyes full of understanding with a smidge of pity.
'No I'm not alright!' Yoochun wants to cry out but knows it will do him no good. So he tilts his chin (a bit defiantly), swallows his tears and smiles.
'I'm fine, hyung. Just tired. And hungry,' he answers instead. Jaejoong knows Yoochun all too well and being the good friend that he is, says nothing. He knows his place.
'I'm always here if you want to talk,' he says, taking Yoochun's hand and squeezes it gently in comfort. 'Okay, soulmate?'
Yoochun squeezes back in acknowledgement and looks at his hyung's warm brown eyes and he couldn't help thinking, 'Why couldn't I just fall in love with you?'
06.19.08
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Comments and constructive criticism would be greatly appreciated~ Thank you! ^_^