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[bikini_season]

Okay, I'm STILL not done cleaning my room! I moved on to my closet today and now all of my dressers, closet, countertops, etc are like minimalisticly (new word, like it?) clean--nothing on them barely. But, I have a pile of stuff to donate and a pile of papers, etc... to look through still. Hence, it's not done yet

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[social_girl]

actually, i have three people i know in "real life" who read my journal, but they live about 45 minutes away and they all are very understanding about keeping everything i write perfectly secret. i know i can trust them because one of them is dealing with depression and the other two have home issues (nothing serious, but enough that they know not to talk about my problems openly) so it kind of evens things out and we're on the same level. these three people i trust with everything and they are the only people i know who have access to what i write. even my best and closest friend doesn't know my lj exists! i don't know if my friends' ability to keep my secret makes them "good" friends or "bad" friends ... but i don't care. as long as they don't tell anyone, ie. my parents, i'm fine with them reading and commenting on my journal. i have the exact same access to their own journals, so i guess if worse came to worse i could always blackmail them. although i really hope i never have to!!!

don't worry about b/p'ing. as awful as this sounds, at least you got rid of "it." ughh. i wish i could still purge, but i can't anymore because every single time i bring up blood and that scares me senseless. i always thought i was willing to risk dying for this ... but not that way. it's not worth the risk. an extreme amount of exercise, although harder, is safer than purging repeatedly to make up for mess ups. i hope you aren't putting yourself in that kind of danger. :)

<3 hope you're doing better today!