Another strange day
I am Staying at my mums at the moment to give Ian space to pack as we were driving eachother nuts. He moves out to his own place on friday.
It is strange being on my own (as mum is on holiday in new zealand) but nice too although I get lonely and upset easier than I thought I would.
I just sent an email to my bike club to let them know me and Ian are no longer together - that was hard. For some reason harder than it has been to tell friends and family about it. At least with friends and family I know they are all on my side and will not gossip (much). With the club, as we are both members, there is bound to be ill feeling, gossip and blame.
I am not looking forward to the next club meet on wednesday...
It is strange being on my own (as mum is on holiday in new zealand) but nice too although I get lonely and upset easier than I thought I would.
I just sent an email to my bike club to let them know me and Ian are no longer together - that was hard. For some reason harder than it has been to tell friends and family about it. At least with friends and family I know they are all on my side and will not gossip (much). With the club, as we are both members, there is bound to be ill feeling, gossip and blame.
I am not looking forward to the next club meet on wednesday...