Well well
So, I decided to make a journal. I think this will be a good outlet for me. I can keep it anonymous and get things off my chest. I doubt anyone will ever read it. Who would want to read about a sexually confused hipster trying to break into the movie industry? Throw a quarter in this town and you'll hit 2 or 3 before it falls into some bums hand. But, there's certainly something theraputic about writing your thoughts down. Thoughts in your head are different then thoughts in text staring you in the face. Things that sounded good in your head, sound utterly retarded when you read them again. Such is life.. See how clever that was? Most people would write 'C'est la vie', but I went and.. ah nevermind.
So, I had an interesting 4th of July. I hope you all did. I got to see some hot chicks that I know go down on each other at a party. If they both didn't have boyfriends, who were also present, I would have liked to have taken both of them and had my way with them. grrrr..
Sometime this week I'm supposed to meet up with the guy I met on adultfriendfinder. He's hot, in shape, has alot of money, and he already knows how to talk to me like a little slut. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm a little messed up in the head. I like being dominant with girls, but then I do a complete 180 and want a guy to use me like a fucktoy. Plus, I hate faggots. Not gay people, but the flaming gay idiots that make all gay and bi people look bad. They are the ones that make 'gay' such a negative connotation. It's because of them (and all the prejudice idiots of course), that I can't be open about being bi. I don't want that stigma, because I don't plan to settle down with a guy. I want a family eventually, but for now I just want to get fucked.. is that so bad?
Ok, so I think I'll end this entry for now. Let's see how often I keep up on this.
Hopefully he'll be really nice and know another clean gay friend for the next time. I'd like to get double teamed... mmm...
So, I had an interesting 4th of July. I hope you all did. I got to see some hot chicks that I know go down on each other at a party. If they both didn't have boyfriends, who were also present, I would have liked to have taken both of them and had my way with them. grrrr..
Sometime this week I'm supposed to meet up with the guy I met on adultfriendfinder. He's hot, in shape, has alot of money, and he already knows how to talk to me like a little slut. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm a little messed up in the head. I like being dominant with girls, but then I do a complete 180 and want a guy to use me like a fucktoy. Plus, I hate faggots. Not gay people, but the flaming gay idiots that make all gay and bi people look bad. They are the ones that make 'gay' such a negative connotation. It's because of them (and all the prejudice idiots of course), that I can't be open about being bi. I don't want that stigma, because I don't plan to settle down with a guy. I want a family eventually, but for now I just want to get fucked.. is that so bad?
Ok, so I think I'll end this entry for now. Let's see how often I keep up on this.
Hopefully he'll be really nice and know another clean gay friend for the next time. I'd like to get double teamed... mmm...