fic: I Tell You I'm Lost Here (Awaiting Reply)
Fic title: I Tell You I’m Lost Here (Awaiting Reply)
Author name: default_dollie
Artist name: nolookinbackx
Genre: Drama/angst, slash. Au.
Pairing: Kendall/James, brief mentions of Kendall/Logan as well as Logan/Carlos
Rating: NC-17
Word count: ~30,400
Warnings/Spoilers: Swearing, sexual situations (hand jobs, dirty talk, voyeurism, masturbation, mentions of blow jobs), cheating (if you squint and tilt your head), friends using each other, and failure to communicate.
Summary: Sometimes, after a particularly stressful day, Kendall dreams about the day he inadvertently changed his own life. When Kendall wakes, a question echoes in his head. Is James okay? A slightly more alert Kendall then counters the unconscious thought with a conscious one: James who?
Gustavo allows James a second attempt at an audition and offers to make him a star when he likes what he hears. James jumps at the chance, and once he's gone to L.A., Kendall's left to hold everything and everyone together. As days go by, Kendall forces James a little further back in his mind, especially as contact goes from limited to non-existent and promises aren't kept. It's only then that Kendall realizes that the people he loves leave him and never look back.
So what's he to do when James arrives back in Minnesota saying his chance is gone?
Link to fic (at AO3): I Tell You I'm Lost Here (Awaiting Reply)
Link to art: Art
Author name: default_dollie
Artist name: nolookinbackx
Genre: Drama/angst, slash. Au.
Pairing: Kendall/James, brief mentions of Kendall/Logan as well as Logan/Carlos
Rating: NC-17
Word count: ~30,400
Warnings/Spoilers: Swearing, sexual situations (hand jobs, dirty talk, voyeurism, masturbation, mentions of blow jobs), cheating (if you squint and tilt your head), friends using each other, and failure to communicate.
Summary: Sometimes, after a particularly stressful day, Kendall dreams about the day he inadvertently changed his own life. When Kendall wakes, a question echoes in his head. Is James okay? A slightly more alert Kendall then counters the unconscious thought with a conscious one: James who?
Gustavo allows James a second attempt at an audition and offers to make him a star when he likes what he hears. James jumps at the chance, and once he's gone to L.A., Kendall's left to hold everything and everyone together. As days go by, Kendall forces James a little further back in his mind, especially as contact goes from limited to non-existent and promises aren't kept. It's only then that Kendall realizes that the people he loves leave him and never look back.
So what's he to do when James arrives back in Minnesota saying his chance is gone?
Link to fic (at AO3): I Tell You I'm Lost Here (Awaiting Reply)
Link to art: Art
