boring boring boring!
ok so today i didnt do shit....like always
i woke up to my baby's voice...how sweet....well kinda i didnt go to bed until 7:30am then he called me at like 11:30am so im runnin on like no energy....anyways he called and woke me up. then my p.o. called me and told me i have a phsyc. evaluation on the 6th at fucking 8am! they really think im fucking crazy! i mean im going nuts up in this fucking house 24/7 but no they like really think im crazy....like pine rest nuts! i know havent lost my mind that far!
then like 5 minutes later the webster house called. my girl katie that works there was like this is the survey we do blah blah blah..... so i had to answer sum questions and stuff and then they asked me if i had been arrested in the past 3 months and i was like yea ive been in and out of cuffs and shackels...in and out of juvey...and that im out on zero tolerance teather now and she started fucking laughin at me! i snapped on that bitch. i didnt really mean to but damn...this shit aint funny! all u guys can laugh it up now but wait till u go thru it.....dont fucking ever take going out in ur front yard for granted cuz i cant even do that!
i saw sean for like 2 hours today we had to come upstairs. its fucking bullshit! i dont spend enough time wit him....im here all fucking day long and he cant come over untill 5pm when my mom gets home but then he has to leave by 7 or 8 the latest cuz my parents are fucking stuck up bitches! man i would sneak him over here during the day and at night but im not trying to get him sent to jail! my parents said that if they ever find out that he was here when they werent or when he aint supposed to be....that they would but him jail!
and they call me crazy! they sit there and say " oh we like sean" then turn around and say " i will send him to jail" i hope they want to be contradicting their fucking selves....who is the crazy one now?
man im getting so fat just sitting at home! there is nothing that i can do....im up to doing 100 situps,crunchers,pushups,twisters,and lag lifts a day....50 in the morning and 50 at night.....but it isnt helping....i even stopped eating except for once a day and even then i barely eat....they wont even let me out in my back yard so i can run....and let me remind u....my back yard is fenced in!
i have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 3pm....its part of my punishment...from the courts...was counciling....and so i get to finally get out of the house tomorrow...but only for like 30 minutes and only to go to my doctors office and listen to this old ass bitch talk cuz i sure as hell dont talk to her!
well i gotta bounce....not that i got anywhere to fucking go or anything to fucking do but hey! sean might call me at sum point in time tonite and let me know hes ok so im gonna get offa here...
luv ya
peace homiez
i woke up to my baby's voice...how sweet....well kinda i didnt go to bed until 7:30am then he called me at like 11:30am so im runnin on like no energy....anyways he called and woke me up. then my p.o. called me and told me i have a phsyc. evaluation on the 6th at fucking 8am! they really think im fucking crazy! i mean im going nuts up in this fucking house 24/7 but no they like really think im crazy....like pine rest nuts! i know havent lost my mind that far!
then like 5 minutes later the webster house called. my girl katie that works there was like this is the survey we do blah blah blah..... so i had to answer sum questions and stuff and then they asked me if i had been arrested in the past 3 months and i was like yea ive been in and out of cuffs and shackels...in and out of juvey...and that im out on zero tolerance teather now and she started fucking laughin at me! i snapped on that bitch. i didnt really mean to but damn...this shit aint funny! all u guys can laugh it up now but wait till u go thru it.....dont fucking ever take going out in ur front yard for granted cuz i cant even do that!
i saw sean for like 2 hours today we had to come upstairs. its fucking bullshit! i dont spend enough time wit him....im here all fucking day long and he cant come over untill 5pm when my mom gets home but then he has to leave by 7 or 8 the latest cuz my parents are fucking stuck up bitches! man i would sneak him over here during the day and at night but im not trying to get him sent to jail! my parents said that if they ever find out that he was here when they werent or when he aint supposed to be....that they would but him jail!
and they call me crazy! they sit there and say " oh we like sean" then turn around and say " i will send him to jail" i hope they want to be contradicting their fucking selves....who is the crazy one now?
man im getting so fat just sitting at home! there is nothing that i can do....im up to doing 100 situps,crunchers,pushups,twisters,and lag lifts a day....50 in the morning and 50 at night.....but it isnt helping....i even stopped eating except for once a day and even then i barely eat....they wont even let me out in my back yard so i can run....and let me remind u....my back yard is fenced in!
i have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 3pm....its part of my punishment...from the courts...was counciling....and so i get to finally get out of the house tomorrow...but only for like 30 minutes and only to go to my doctors office and listen to this old ass bitch talk cuz i sure as hell dont talk to her!
well i gotta bounce....not that i got anywhere to fucking go or anything to fucking do but hey! sean might call me at sum point in time tonite and let me know hes ok so im gonna get offa here...
luv ya
peace homiez