May 27, 2005 20:34
sometimes you need something to come along to make you realize just how fragile life is,
just wish i didnt have to see one of my best friends have his life crashing down around him...
to clarify my comments, brandon's dad died tuesday night, he lied down to take a nap, and simply never woke up. by the time the paramedics got there it was too late, he had been gone for too long...
it makes you think
how many things do we take for granted in our lives, more so, how many people do we just assume will be there when we wake up, how many relationships do we let slip because we figure we have a lifetime... life sometimes has to come along and smack you.
it makes me angry, with myself, but its ok to be angry, because its needed sometimes, and it makes me think of one specific person in my life, i mean who are we to say you cant know what your future is at such an early time in our lives. and what happens if tomorrow doesnt come, and your left with the regret that something that could have been amazing is gone. i realize it, i dont think she does, but thats ok...
in any case, i dunno, but the little things in life that stress you out and go wrong, dont seem so bad when you see what true loss and pain is...