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ive come to believe that karma is bullshit, well maybe i shouldnt say that because maybe 10 years down the road ill win the lottery, but im tired of being the butt of lifes jokes. i cant wait till june and camp, im gonna miss everybody but its gonna be so good to be away.
I want to find the right girl, but im not sure its gonna happen cuz something always seems to get messed up, and i opened myself up and told someone how i felt, she doesnt feel what she used to, but im fun to flirt with and cuddle with apparently, that should make me happy right, ummm, not exactly...
in any case, not goin to israel, yeah i forgot to mention that, bitrthright overbooked the trip, and yeah...
school is over, im relieved, but i dunno a little sad, i didnt think i would be, but i am, im gonna miss people, i hope even if im out of sight for the summer i wont be out of mind.
ok, random ramblings are over now,
goodnight
I want to find the right girl, but im not sure its gonna happen cuz something always seems to get messed up, and i opened myself up and told someone how i felt, she doesnt feel what she used to, but im fun to flirt with and cuddle with apparently, that should make me happy right, ummm, not exactly...
in any case, not goin to israel, yeah i forgot to mention that, bitrthright overbooked the trip, and yeah...
school is over, im relieved, but i dunno a little sad, i didnt think i would be, but i am, im gonna miss people, i hope even if im out of sight for the summer i wont be out of mind.
ok, random ramblings are over now,
goodnight