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Man, these past couple of days have been emotionally challenging. I've burnt so many bridges and only managed to fix a couple of them. My breaking point lately has been rly low and i've said some things to people that i didnt mean, and then i didnt say anything to others and that just drove them away. He just doesn't understand that I rly liked our friendship and the last thing i was trying to do was drive him away. I tried talking to him, i dont know what else he wants from me.
I had a few good laughs with ste today. in his french class. it was a nice change from the tense/akward times everyone's been having lately. I rly miss the guy to death.
I had a long-ass talk with someone else and solved a lot of our problems. not all of them, but a good portion of them. We both shed a couple tears, and were able to finally talk things out. it felt pretty good.
York screwed me pretty hard. Apparently i had to send in some supplemental forms before feb 16th. i had no idea. no e-mails. no letters. im gonna call those offices everyday until someone picks up their fucking phone. they're gonna have a bajillion msgs from me and i dont care. this is ridiculous. and if i dont get in there because i didnt send in some forms that i didnt know about, well then ill be rly rly upset. that's my main school that i want to go to. i just cant wait to actually talk to someone from there.
Stats test tomorrow that im screwed for. i know maybe half of the stuff but the other half just confuses me. stupid stats.
Chem has been going pretty good. I've been listening and understanding more or less whats been going on.
Other than that, nick's life has been pretty plain. no love (that he knows of). i rly hope there's a lot of hanging out over the easter break tho (if you can even call it a break).
play practice next week is gonna be a bitch. im at school until 8 oclock tuesday, wednesday, and thursday. gayness gayness gayness. ps, buy tix from me if you wanna go.
less than a week now until the concert! im pretty excited. but i just realised it starts at 7 next tuesday:...FUCKING HELL. goddammit. he's not gonna be happy with me.......... ah well. these guys prolly wont ever come to windsor again, so im not missing it
thats it for now. my head hurts. my eyes want to close. but i have some studying to do. god help me
I had a few good laughs with ste today. in his french class. it was a nice change from the tense/akward times everyone's been having lately. I rly miss the guy to death.
I had a long-ass talk with someone else and solved a lot of our problems. not all of them, but a good portion of them. We both shed a couple tears, and were able to finally talk things out. it felt pretty good.
York screwed me pretty hard. Apparently i had to send in some supplemental forms before feb 16th. i had no idea. no e-mails. no letters. im gonna call those offices everyday until someone picks up their fucking phone. they're gonna have a bajillion msgs from me and i dont care. this is ridiculous. and if i dont get in there because i didnt send in some forms that i didnt know about, well then ill be rly rly upset. that's my main school that i want to go to. i just cant wait to actually talk to someone from there.
Stats test tomorrow that im screwed for. i know maybe half of the stuff but the other half just confuses me. stupid stats.
Chem has been going pretty good. I've been listening and understanding more or less whats been going on.
Other than that, nick's life has been pretty plain. no love (that he knows of). i rly hope there's a lot of hanging out over the easter break tho (if you can even call it a break).
play practice next week is gonna be a bitch. im at school until 8 oclock tuesday, wednesday, and thursday. gayness gayness gayness. ps, buy tix from me if you wanna go.
less than a week now until the concert! im pretty excited. but i just realised it starts at 7 next tuesday:...FUCKING HELL. goddammit. he's not gonna be happy with me.......... ah well. these guys prolly wont ever come to windsor again, so im not missing it
thats it for now. my head hurts. my eyes want to close. but i have some studying to do. god help me